Thursday, March 27, 2008
Retro Bus
2:54 PM
Took bus 854 to Yishun yesterday to have lunch w Stu (when I thought I was feeling better, only to suffer the pain again later). The exterior of the bus looks perfectly common. But when I boarded.. I was like 'wow...' So retro. Think it's quite cool. Feel as if I've travelled back in time to the 60s. I secretly took some pics n video.
The sliding-door-bus
The handle behind the chair is metal. And the seats are not plastic kind, its 'wool' kind.
I was sitting at the door. Took a video of the door sliding open. Cool.
7th Day
2:29 PM
My third set of medicine.
Never have I been to 3 docs within a week. Went Tan Tock Seng on Monday night after GV11 presentation. Was still alright when i woke up in the morning. After GV11, i could feel the imminent backache and pain ard my stomach again. Decided against having dinner with my GV11 proj mates, skipped mind over stress again. The pain bloody hell came back when I was waiting for NEL at Outram Park. Medicine from 2nd doc finishing but I don't seem to be getting better. The pain will still come on and off. my god.. nv had such prolonged period of sickness b4. REalli felt like dying. Can't do anything this whole week. Just keep lying in bed esp when the pain comes.
Went Tan Tock Seng on monday night. So many people la! waited for 3 hours b4 it's my turn. Doc said shd be gastritis as well. But he also mentioned that usu it doesn't last for so long usually 1 or 2 days. But it varies between individuals. Perhaps cos of diet, acidic diet. Guess wad... whatever he said that could have prolonged my pain... is... my usual diet!!! I eat very spicy stuff. I drink a lot of coffee. =( Plus irregular meals.
Yesterday the pain came back again. I've been crying these few days or tearing i mean, whenever the pain comes. V xin ku. worried that I have to go through this pain everyday. Doesn't seem to be recovering. Been eating porridge and macaroni for one whole week. Totally no taste at all cos i've no appetite. Forced myself to swallow them. I'm crossed eyes now while typing this. Taken the muscle relaxer for backache and it causes drowsiness.
The doc tried to give me injection. He tried at 3 diff places cos he couldn't find my vein! He said my veins too small. Still failed after the 3rd injection. In the end, he decided to give me medicine to be taken orally. Was kept at the observation room for abt 2 hrs to make sure the pain doesnt come back. But it is on and off. Yesterday the pain came back still. =(
I'm okay now. Only now. God knows if it'll be back later in the day. Hopefully not pls... I haven't been doing my projects. Sorry fellow proj mates for all those modules affected.
Prof Gerard Gonzales was damm nice. Sms him yesterday to tell him I'm on MC so won't be going for class. I was expecting the reply to be 'ok. take care'. And if he decided not to be nice 'ok, tc'. I hate short reply msges. V unfriendly. But his reply was....
Prof: "Oh dear! I hope u recover soon! Appreciate ur taking the trouble to inform me. Take care ok n let me know if u need anything =)'Me: "Thanks sir. I will. Hopefully I do get better.. been many days. =) "and I thought that will be the end of the sms. But he still replied...
Prof: "You'll be ok. Hang in there for the time being n dream about newurbanmale =)" (i wrote about branding of NUM for some individual intro assignment during the first few weeks of sch)Me: "Thanks alot sir. Make my day. Enjoy the lesson later =) "He's nice la.
I will eat regularly from now on.
Thanks to all who were concerned.
P.S Oh yes. Doc asked me go for endoscopy to make sure it's not gastric ulcer or sth. But appt date is 30th Apr. If I am totally okay by then, think will not go. Darn ex.
Monday, March 24, 2008
=(
3:53 AM
Sigh Sigh Sigh... today is the 4th day. Definitely better than 2 nights b4 but still not completely well. Gastric still feel uncomfy and slightly pain. It's on and off. Longest weekend I had and the worse so far. Fri night was terrible. My gastric was bloody hell freaking superbly pain! and i vomitted 3 times throughout the night. Waking every other hour. My mom had to wake up and take care of me. Sorry mom. I felt real bad. Keep asking her to go rest while i vomitted, like hell i could take care of myself at that moment. First time I puke was my dinner. Subsequently it nothing came out but gastric juice i guess. But I still vomitted. Worse night ever, felt like dying. Wanted to go Tan Tock Seng in the middle of the night. But I know it gonna cost a bomb plus the midnight charges for the cab fare. Mom asked me if i can bear with it until 7 in the morn then she will bring me to the clinic near my place. Decided to bear with it though my gastric hurts big time. Everytime I vomitted, it somehow felt better but after an hour or so, I'll wake up to the excruciating pain again. =( I love my mom. She took care of me throughout the night and woke up at 730am to go queue up first at the clinic so that we won't have to wait when it's open. As i'm typing this, i can feel tears welling up in my eyes. sorry being emo. She called me at 8plus to wake me up and asked me to make my way to the clinic cos it's gonna open soon. She didn't go to work cos of me.
My additional 4 packets of medicine from yesterday. This time the doc say its gastric-bla-bla thingy, some medical term i can't rem. Inflammation of inner wall of stomach he said.
I was practically bedridden these few days. My back ached from all the lying and sleeping but I can't even stand straight when the pain comes. Cancelled all my tuitions and didn't go for my bm321 proj meeting on sat. Sorry peeps for all the inconveniences.
Thanks mom. I love u. Hope I'll recover fully by tmr. Please. It's terrible.
Saturday, March 22, 2008
Sick =(
10:14 AM
Sigh... wasn't feeling well these 2 days. Woke up yesterday morn w a funny feeling in my stomach. Not ha-ha kind of funnie.. lol. Felt like vomitting too. Slept in the afternoon thinking that the pain will be gone after that, like how it always will. Nope Nope. Awoke with the same feeling. Don't know how to describe it. It's feels like there's a lot of gas, feel v bloated, yet constipated at the same time and nauseous. It was like this throughout the whole of yesterday and was worse when I tried eating papaya hoping that I can shit and feel betta. NOPE!! It was made worse instead. Went to watch 'Horton' yesterday night despite the tummyache cos stu bought the tix in the afternoon during his lunch break. (he wasn't aware that my tummyache is in fact quite serious) And turns out Horton is quite a sucky show.. tummyache + sucky show = sucky day. Went back his house and tried digging my throat to vomit cos I was seriously feeling damm nauseous. Futile effort. I woke up constantly through the night. Awoke this morning feeling the same. Can't believe the pain can last for so long. Was still alright initially after I shitted a bit. but it got worse after that... In the end, i've decided to see the doc. Freaking hell. 31 buck for just consultation cos it's public hol and no other clinic is opened. Final fee was 41 buck with medicine. heartache. The doc seem unsure what it is too. Told me might be gastric.. Search me.
Medicine for gastric, abdominal pain & Nausea
Haven really eaten much for the day. No appetite. Feel nauseous and bloated. After seeing the doc, I went Ya Kun to have sth so that I can take my medicine and go for proj meeting after tt. Ordered one bread toast which comes in four cut ones and a milo. I only had one or two bite of one of the 4 pieces. The pain became worse. Feel v bad, in the end, i couldnt make it for the meeting. Alene, Grace and Yu Hung have to handle the proj themselves. Sorry girls. I feel real bad. apologies...
Was thinking of going to grace's house to rest, at least i can be there to help out a bit. Boarded Mrt at Yishun and I couldn't take it anymore. Alighted at Khatib (the next stop) and took a cab back home from there. Which cost me another 10 buck. Ultimate waste of money.
Feel v helpless just now cos I was alone throughout. Called my mom but she nv picked up. Stu went batam with his colleague this morn. Scared I might faint halfway.
Feel that I'm not as fit as I thought I used to be already. Always suffering from tummyache if not cramps. Seem to be seeing the doc quite frequently nowadays. Shit.
Sorry to Alene, Grace and Yu Hung once again.
Thursday, March 20, 2008
4:35 PM
boohoooooooo! I nv knew last 2 weeks of sch for me can be so damm freaking busy! though they're all electives.. but still... plus my fyp is not yet over. I've got fyp, gv11, bm321, bm324 due within these 2 weeks... sigh. electives but yet still so busyyyyy...
think cos i want to do well in them tt's y i put stress on myself. Not only that, cos everything is due within the same week. So it's super packed! and i dunnoe how to arrnage my tuition cos i've been cancelling my tuition. feel bad.
Sigh.
jiayou! jus tell urself its last 2 weeks. like seriously. cos week 11 has just past.
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
Randoms
3:29 PM
I've an extended wishlist.. wohoo~ If u notice, there're many 'miscellanous' or should I say very random wishes added to the list e.g. visit to mustafa, fly kite... lol. At least, if i'm bored over the weekends I would have ideas of what to do or where to go. But considering the fact that it's 2 weeks to the end of school days in NTU, it also marks the many deadlines that are approaching!
I know I've been MIA for a while. Don't even see me on Msn that often right? When you're all busy and a lil stressed with all sorts of deadline, the last thing you would want is someone msn-ing you immediately once u sign in and popped questions like 'hey, our project.... ', 'hey the assigment... bla bla bla'. And I was kinda happy that my phone died on me yesterday. Cos it means that I'm totally cut off from the world! MUAHAHAHAH. I can't contact anyone and no one can contact me!!!! YAY!!! I almost forgot how good it feels to be totally uncontactable at times.. its seriously total peace. Don't believe, try it.
Oh yes.. i went to 'chuan yi ping' steamboat place at bugis. Take a look at the alive 'ham'.
2 more weeks to end of school. I'm seriously looking forward to it and I am fully aware that I seem to be the only one who is looking forward to it. lol. Work = $$$. I want and need money! and... i'm also excited cos stu n I want to share to buy a car when I start work! yay!!! which means that we can have our own car and go anywhere at anytime ourselves. But.. i still don't have my license and it means that he will be the one 'ba zhang-ing' the car for a while. nvm that.. i don't mind being chauffeur ard. thinking of a rav4.. i quite like. quite cheap too. hee.
Just 2 more weeks! my gosh.. can u believe its already week 11!!!! jiayou peeps!!
Needa do my research for tmr bm321 proj meeting. Till then.
Saturday, March 15, 2008
New Favourite
11:43 AM
Oh yesh.. this is my new favourite photo! Taken and decorated with my new phone. Bought a new Samsung phone for $0 cos I've got $120 voucher from M1. Cute pic! I like my witch hat. haha.
Met Asril to do FYP in the morning and went for phyllis' tuition at 4pm. Was damm sianz over assignments and FYP, had no mood to go tuition. Almost alighted the bus halfway through and head home but went for it in the end. Luckily I went. haha. Somehow my mood lighten after tuition. Perhaps its the chat with phyllis, about her friends, her school life, her sister, her parents, sec school she wants go to. Flipping through pri school textbooks, looking at ratio, proportion, forces, gravity, picture composition... Everything seems so much simpler.
Blog Revived!
11:31 AM
heLLoooooooooo woRRlddddddddddddddd!!! yoHOOOOOOO... i'm still alive *waving hands*. haha. I know my blog has been nothing but dead. lol. Not my fault. blame it on my busy scheudle. I've been freaking busy. alright.. actually i do have time to update sometimes.. but when i'm not busy, i'm busy slacking. Oxymoron. haha. But on the whole, i was and still am busy!
Got 2 assigments to hand up next week plus FYP. yesssssss FYP. i'm not done with it! bohoo. Everyone or most are handing up today. All cos of my tutor! she return our first draft only one week later which is like yesterday morning and told us she don't need it today. So will hand up second draft on coming monday and final one on 25th! FREAKING HELL. 25th lor!!! arghhh. Guess wad.. we email her, we sms her and finally called her on wed then she answered!!!! No reply in between. BIG HUGE SIGH. I was just done with one of my assigment. taking a break. Starting on the next week later. Must at least start sth today cos tmr got 2 tuitions till 5pm. =( I want my weekends. I seriously hate it when I can't enjoy my weekends. Anywayz... showcasing my super duper belated 21st present from Alene & Grace.... it's alright.. cos it's definitely worth the wait...
Tada! A super nicely done up collage!!
Spot any fat yr 1 face of mine? LOL. Thanks you girls!!!! Love it lots!! Waiting for alene to pass me the hook so I can hang up. haha.
Not realli in the mood to blog.. so ya.. till then. I'll not MIA roomie again dun worry.. haha.
Saturday, March 1, 2008
End of 104!!
10:47 AM
in nbs sem room now. finally... my long awaited saturday, which also signifies the end of en104!!!! and almost the end of my entre minor... dreaded 104 so much.. wanted it to end fast, wanted the sem break to end fast.. looking forward to meeting stu later after the kind-much-hated 104. I'm sick of entre!!! ENuff of it!!! Let's just hope we'll do well in the game... bit difficult though..